A letter I wrote you before you were born …. 24/7/15

Okay so here is a letter I wrote to you a week before you were actually born ….. 
Dear sofia,

To my unborn niece , we are all so excited to meet you beautiful girl, mummy and daddy have got everything ready and they are just waiting for your very special arrival, your mummy went to the midwives today I think your going to prove to be very stubborn indeed, like your mother. The midwives told her that your lying back to back and to expect a long labour , you mum was far from chuffed with this news , in fact she was so disheartened she ran out to the super market and bought 2 litres worth of pineapple juice and a whole fresh pineapple, I think she’s trying to tell you to vacate the premises sweetie. I’d take the hint if I was you .

We have all spoilt you so much already , I’m so excited to see you in the clothes I have got you. Not to long ago I bought a crocheting kit , it was to crochet a monkey that I was going to give to your mummy when you were born , I’m sorry to say sofia but it nearly ended up through my window and across the street , nobody told me that crocheting would be so bloody hard!!! I should have listed to my best friend when she said with a slight amount of suprise to her voice …. “your going to do that?” I rather confidently said yes and then said I was doing her little girl one too !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Well that’s never going too happen.

So my little mooch it’s your call , we are all waiting for you my darling it’s your call (apart from August the 4th , don’t leave it that late , because if you don’t come soon that’s the day you’ll be induced… sorry to break it too you kiddo.)

So my lovely girl you will be the most loved little girl in the world , so many people are waiting for you , I bet it’s making you feel like a little celeb right now , well enjoy it … It wears off after a while , unless of course you actually do become a celeb well then you’ll just have a lifetime of people following you around with cameras haha.

Love you moochie, so much already , can’t wait to hug you tightly and kiss you so you can feel a small proportion of just how much I love you already.

Take care sweetie and ill meet you soon xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx


Day out with the fairy godmother …

Sofia , 

Above ^^^ a time when it all got too much. 

Today you did indeed race into my room asking for George again . We briefly watched some peppa pig before me rushing around to get ready and head off out . 

I came back with your godmother , you were so excited she was here you raced into nana shouting “nana nana , Hannah’s here” jumping about all excited . You kept laughing and shouting “hannah,hannah”. 

Hannah sat at the table with you whilst you were lunching away on your pasta and colouring in .  whilst I got your car seat in my car and got ready for a little adventure .

When your finished we all marched to the car you kissed nana goodbye and shouted “chow” which made your godmummy crease . 

We went back to Hannah’s to pick her little dog up , you were obsessed from the moment he got in the car , giggling away in the back shouting “dog, woof woof” he stuck his head out of the window , you didn’t think much of this and told him he was a naughty dog . 

We finally arrived at elvaston castle , you were adamant you were holding the lead, and you were not best pleased when we had to let him off and you no longer had somthing to hold . So the rest of the walk consisted of you running after Him shouting “siiiiiiiiiiidddddddd…. sidddddddddd Come here” and then trying to reconnect him back to his lead!.

You started to get tired and asked me for a pick up , that was until you saw the play park . “Sliddddddde , slidddddddde ” were your next favourite  words of the day . So off we trotted.

We lay in a big netted swing while hannah pushed us both, you laughed and then you were determined this wasn’t fulfilling your slide need, so hannah then took you on the climbing frame and slide which you went on repeatedly . 

I’ve learnt the easiest way to leave somthing your enjoying when we have to go is to tell you to say bye bye to it , you then leave rather peacefully . If I wasn’t to do this all hell would break loose ,I’d be tending to a toddler who goes floppy when trying to pick her up, then proceeds to throw herself on the floor. 

All in all it’s been a lovely, beautiful day. 

Keep being you beautiful.

Love you so so so much 



The weekend and mothers day.


Its been a lovely weekend, yesterday we spent the day chilling out you were my best friend considering a few days earlier I was considerably not one of your favourites. I couldn’t look at you without you giving me an evil stare or you shouting inaudible words at me haha. you were quite poorly though so I understood.

yesterday we went shopping with your mummy , you were insistent on holding the basket with me around the shop and every so often went on a mad dash which resulted in my chasing you full speed around the isles , you found this hilarious chuckling until I caught you. then well it was screams and more inaudible insults. when we got home you helped your dad plant some plants in the garden , potting plants, watering them and attempting to dig holes in the grass. every five seconds you would look up and tell me there was either a bird or a plane in the sky . you were adorable .

today you came round for Sunday lunch , you scoffed your lamb and the announced to the table you were finished haha , you then went round the table telling everyone who they were . after this we went on a walk , taking you on a walk is like taking the queen you make me smile so  much , you wave at everyone and say hello . you stood watching two dogs in awe as they were running in and out of the water fetching sticks . “hello doggy” and then you would tootle on . your favourite part seemed to be the little water fall… you stuck your head through the railings laughing and smiling at the water gushing by and the cold air coming up at your face .


now your fast off or you were when we departed , love you little one never stop smiling xxx